wordpress!
feels so weird to post here. like i have to be so formal cos it looks so formal..haha. how ar? should i or should i not move?
justin is willing to help me move to wordpress from blogspot, on my host, lyyyl.net. but i dowanna leave my blogspot!
but ofcourse, i will never stop updating my lj.
with the problems i have lately with my life, i don’t think its safe to blog at blogspot anymore, and i’m friends-cutting my lj so that i can cut out unwanted readers that will get angry at my writings and decide to kill me emotionally. i just cannot be truthful anymore. really. blogging has become a thing that people do to write abt superior things instead of writing how one really feel.
wordpress can be password protected. yay! then only those who i love loads can read my posts!:) right right right? maybe i shall just retire from layout making? and start blogging for real. haha. instead of making layouts and trying to blog secretively. haih
big decision. big decision.
HELP ME!!!:)
for those of you who do not know what my problem is. its OK. doesnt matter. cos its nothing big really. only i will experience some screwed up life in college soon. friend-less and alone. my fault. my fault. it always is. no matter what. i shall just be a sad lil lonely girl. i feel like i wanna quit everything.ADPSC is one. even if im on the verge of getting a quite nice position in SC that will look good on my CV that will help me get my scholarship, i feel like doing it. its no point doing something with someone that hates you right?
maybe this blog shall be discreet. haha. owh, another blog? oh no!!no no. i can’t control so many. maybe no one will know about this blog’s existence unless i tell. i’ve already told sidney. and no one else. maybe, maybe. i shall delete blogsome soon. cos i’ve got my wordpress!:)
haih. life sucks. 2005 literally sucked so bad.
review anyone?
2005.
January
– i was bored..
– i made 2 blogs for my friends. sidney and YAC
– i found out and remembered a fav bible verse My favourite bible verse…1 corinthians 13:4-7
– got my ielts results.
– made it into the Sunway University College CIMP’s handbook. (my pictures la!)
– visited my uncle in the chemotheraphy ward and realised how precious life was
– karenlee+wingsun+jungwei came to my house!:)
Febuary
– i decided to take the Bachelor of psych program instead of ADP. (damn, i should have done that!)
– went for a roadtrip with some of YAC-ians. to find a hall
– made my first batch of cookies!:)
– bid farewell to my CIMP friends
– realised how lonely i was without them.
March
– went to Klang for the first time. hehe. by train and bus!:)
– listed my own version of the top 10 most influential girl groups.
– showed the world my room.
– had a new hairstyle-haircut and still loving it now!:)
– found out about igs college and UIU in malaysia.
– got so excited when i found out about the Force Of Nature concert, bought tickets and had fun!:)
– at 12 sth when i was at FON, my uncle passed away 🙁 RIP Sae-Ku (smallest uncle). attended his funeral.
– realised that i grew fatter in 2004. (still growing fatter!)
– fell in love with Melie Bianco’s convertible hobos. (this was when i started loving bags!:))
April
– went for my cousin’s 12th birthday
– was burping non stop. thought i was going to die.
– got my first ever manicure.
– bought my padini bag. which is now spoilt, cos i scrubbed it a lil too hard.
– opened a Karen Marie Foundation…to collect money for the poor *points at karen*
– tried to sew, failed, really cacat! hahaha.
– went back to school to collect cert with ps.
– visited a lil paradise. i like beaches! redang is heaven.
– checked and see if my face was perfect, but you know the answer.
– found out Jessica Chua is married.
– some random blog reader made my day.
May
– went bazzzoook with my friends DVD’s that i got from the jumble sale.
– wrote 50 things you should know abt me
– joined ADP. first day at orientation. new place, new people. (never knew it would end this way)
– fell in love with more bags! haha
– watched some crappy chow on IMAX with sidney
– found out the true colours of studying psychology
– was darn stressed out about assignments and stuff. HAHA
– chatted with mr. G. my fave lecturer turned friend.
– stopped posting at blogspot due to some reasons. i freaked out. haha
– made my magazine with my groupmates. first ever magazine, edited and produced by moi. thank you. im so proud of it.
July
– i was with ADPSC – organized and attended Summer Variety Concert at college.
– i made and got my new specs, loving it until now!
– i got a new dog!!!!timtamboy…i officially made July 8th’s Timtamboy‘s birthday because of his official arrival to my house. i love my timtamboy!
– made notebooks to sell, but no one wanted. haha
– ate swensons ice creamfor the first time with Sidney.
August
– went to penang for st anne’s feast. visited my nephews.
– fell in love with the o.c. series.
– whole of malaysia was wearing masks, including me.
– made my little portfolio of my layouts, in case anyone wants to see. haha
– started semester 2 in college. never knew it would end this way either.
– i blogged at Berjaya times Square. HAHA
– the most important win of the year, iPod shufle!
September
– started yoga classes!:) yay…but still so fat and not flexible!:P
– organized my first and last YAC gathering…
– phan shean left.
– was obsessed with the o.c. still am.
– met up with Lavena and tk, reinforced old friendships. i turned 19. got my first ever own domain and hostings from sidney. www.lyyyl.net…yummy
October
– was all stressed about college work and i quit the american flyer.
– met some stars at the RAGE event.
– i decided that i wanted to exercise. lasted for a day.
– organized and had fun at Fright Night. ADP’s very own hallowee party.
– finally got my new camera! Casio Exilim…been doing loads of photography with my baby.
– decided to make my old photos digital!
November
– met up with my form 2 tuition friends in Nisha’s place for Deepavalli.
– was darn stressed about college work..
– dad got a Canon Powershot and i touched a snake!:) hahahaha.
– took a really nice picture by playign with the manual controls of my camera.
– WWE star, Eddie died in november.
– went for my first ever expansive haircut. but it was free! thats when i met Sherreen!:) love the hair product they used on me…
– presented in my first ever research colloqium. sucked so bad. haha. i need some skills.
– went for Raya celebrations and makan at amelia’s..
– darn stressed because of the workload.
– took some really nice shots with my camera…im so syok sendiri, but it was really nice!!:)
December
– the worst month of the year. funny how one incident can change the whole perception on life.
– wrote about world aids day.
– exams sucked. really.
– went for my reunion. ex 3B 2001.
– finished exams..and realised something.
– realised that someone some people hated me.
– had a blast wit my new found close mates. went out many times with them!
– went out wit Lea too.:)
– missed Rock the World 6. damn!!
– went to Sabah.
done! finally!!:) i took so long! hehee.
