I have been having some sort of chest pain lately. So weird. I feel like i may get a heart attack anytime. Not like i know how a heart attack feels like, anyway.

I’ve been feeling kinda overwhelmed with so much things lately. I get so many people pressuring me to do things, errands to run, things to do, that i hardly can keep up with my own life anymore.

i feel like i can break down any time and just screw everything that i have been working for and just take off.

break from my life. i need that.

but i can’t you see.

online magazine to manage, blog to be updated three times a week, plus other content jobs, trying to get my gpa maintained, being a friend, being a kickass gf, being a daughter, being a tv-series junkie.

its just too much for my 21 year old body to maintain.

omg. so emo.

i just had a little ldr fight. hence the emoness.

i just feel like i have no one to be like “whatever” with you know. like just be whatever. I used to have that but now that person is “working” and always tired from work. I mean, i understand. but what i don’t get is the idea that i have lost that person to be “whatever” with.

now i have to work hard to keep that relationship alive. On the way, i get so fed up that i just want back those moments where it was “whateva” and be free from everything thats been building up in my life so far.

This is so cliche, but i want to be a kid again.

Actually, i wish lavena was around! She always has something to do, mamak to makan, which makes me forget about life for a moment. Lav and Tk and elaine too, helped me through my last emo breakdown. not like i have an emo breakdown now as bad as the one before.

Anyone wanna go to Sunway Lagoon with me? haha.

ok /end emo before it gets too complicated for the world.

hello world


i’ve been superdy duper busy, but yet i can find time to watch Because i said so and little children in one day!

hahaha. procrastinator.

I finished my part for business. Done some research for Media Ethics. and I haven’t started on my take home test.

I also have occasional work here and there.


i should sleep and wakey early to do my work.

i need to loose weight. omg. but i just don’t have time to go gym. this week is just nuts.

i will never loose weight by the rate im going. I am eating lesser. Less rice. Less fats, less coke.

still look fat! bleugrrrhhhh.

ok bye

Manila Post

I don’t remember posting about Manila.

Here goes.

In case you forgot, i went to Manila on the 3rd-7th September 2007.

One thing that i MISS SO MUCH is their MANGO JUICE! omg, best giler.

This was the best one of all. Can drink the whole jug. If only it wasn’t 200 Pesos.

And their fast food. omg. can die. yummylicious goodness.

Jolibee’s Cheese fries with Nachos. yums.

Wendy’s Chilli con carne with baked potatoes with cheese. yumssssss..

Chow King’s sweet and sour pork with rice.

Chow king’s spicy chow fan with kangkung

David’s fried rice with pineapple.

David’s wantonmee

This is David’s tea house at ChinaTown

Our first meal which sucked..and that’s (er, forgot his name.jason?alex?) who is one of my church member’s nephew who took us from airport to our hotel.

yes, we had starbucks there. HAHAHA

One of the days, we went to Tagatay. This place where its a hill. We were supposed to go see the volcanos..but it was too expensive.

Owh, thats a jeepney!:)

We even saw Jesus up on the hill. HAHA. much like the one in Rio De jeneiro?

As we were going on the way to Pagsanjan Falls, there were these people in motorbikes trailing along, knocking our car window asking us to follow them and sit on their boats. omg!so scary.

The tourism ministry said to not fall for them. and go to the proper place.

They were asking us to take their boats instead.
In the end, we did not go also. Cos only my dad and i wanted to go. boohoo.

Me in the toilet. must take pic.

Next day was spent in CAR and in this villa in San Pablo City, Quezon.

we had lunch at the waterfalls.

food…which was quite gross.

waterfall backdrop

water on feet.

Bull ride. HAHA

we went rafting on bamboo. freaky, but quite stable. haha.

Someone’s house in the villa. I bet this family owns this place.

LAST full day. was spent at the city.

This was at Intromuros. Where Jose Rizal stayed and died in his cell.
Jose was Phillipines’ Hero!:)

The fort. At the back, is Manila Hotel. the first hotel in Manila.

The guy in the middle is our tour guide. Georgie Porgie as he wants to be called. According to people, he’s the best tour guide in Manila. HAHA

We went around Manila City/Chinatown..saw a lot of squater areas with ALOT of poor people.

Now, thank God that you have a house!!!!!and food and clothes and cars.
Dun hesitate, because, you will always be better off than them if you’re viewing this post from your computer!

in the place i was living, we walked to the food area at night as we don’t wanna hire cabs(so mahal). We walked past people living in the streets. 🙁
super sad okay. They were just sleeping in the longkangs, near the playground, behind bushes, etc. They were everywhere.

Robinsons, where we went to quite a lot..

I would say, this is like the Sg Wang of manila. haha. cheap clothes.

SM Mall of Asia. The biggest Mall in Asia or something like that..

and we headed home the next day..

It was an eye opening experience la. seeing homeless people like that, upclose. like whoaaa..

but, it was not a nice holiday as we spent most of our money and time on transportation. The roads are BAD and traffic is BAD, omg. people just drive here and there just like they own the roads. Jeepneys, tricycles, cars, bicycles. Everywhere!!

Its not like a Tioman or Redang holiday where you just sit back and relax. haha.

but it was fun. I love hearing people speak Tagalog and they way phillipinos speak english is just so hot!:)


owh owh, and phillipines TV, is NICE omg. 2nd Avenue is the bomb. I want 2nd Avenue on ASTRO!!!! I missed watching Hogan knows best!
They also have this channel where they broadcast mass (and other related church stuff) on tv. My mother was so excited, i think she was secretly watching it all the time.
what else…

churches galore in Phillipines. I’ve seen SO MANY christian denominations. Jehovah’s Witnesses, seventh Day adventist. like whoa. you can’t see that in malaysia man…And the churches there are like SUPER BIG & PRETTY!!!! very nicely done.

nothing else i can think of now…hahaha

ok bye.

Rats in Mid Valley’s GSC Cinema 8!

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RATS IN GSC Mid Valley!!!
rodents, the little brown small things that run on 4 feet and feast on corns in cinemas.

Yes, its true!

omg, i was sitting two seats beside it. CAN DIE OKAY!!!

i was happily watching Zac Efron (who was hot btw, in the movie) in Hairspray at the 7pm show in CINEMA 8. I was sitting on Row F seat number 8. and it had 10 seats in a row.

I had corn in cup and smuggled bubble tea. So i finished my corn in cup and placed it in the cup holder beside me on like seat F9 and my F8 cup holder had my bubble tea in it.

So halfway through the show, I saw my corn in cup lid MOVING.

it was moving. I jumped and squealed a bit to elaine. She jumped and we both stood up and the rat of course, was scared too i guess and went back down to the floor.

I was still super shocked at that moment and i kept on staring at the chair. We sat back down and the rat ran away from the chair to the side of the wall and entered a small hole. I straightaway told elaine, im moving elsewhere. and we did.

We went to sit on top. first row!

and then after like 5 minutes. I heard a squeak(as in RAT’s sound, AGAIN!). I jumped up from my chair and straightaway moved towards the other end of the world. omg. super freaked out and grossed out. This time, the girls in front of us also hear dthe squeak of the rat.

Then from then on, i was standing up and don’t dare to sit down anymore. gross okayyy!

Elaine was happily sitting down (because she didn’t SEE the rats!).

The whole while after that, I was standing on the aisle and to my horror, we heard rats squealing and squeaking and running around inside the walls! like super loud noise okay!!


really can die of grossness. Imagine how many rats has ran through your legs while you were watching movie at GSC!

omg omg omg.

so after the movie. we went to complain. The ushers thought it was funny and made a rattaatouile joke. WTF!

we went to the box office and complaint to the manager.

She just gave us complimentary tickets and apologized.


My mum thinks i should complain to GSC’s PR. how can man, rats in a cinema! I mean i only thought the OLD odeon cinema in kepong last time had rats, now GSC also got rats?

gross. eiuwww. eiuwww.

im traumatized. i will never sit in cinemas the same way again…i will be so conscious about whats underneath my seat!


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by the rate im going right now, i will loose all my blog readers. HAHA

ok, promise to update.

i’ve been busy these days. Promoting emmagem’s Shop. Facebooking. design(DONE). being a normal person.

its hard to update blogs.

lol. excuses. excuses.

I want to buy blooming tea.

. . .

Don’t know what im talking about?

Photo Credit ianjacobs

it looks like this!:)

damn fascinating right? hahaha.

So i googled.


and i found this website called Bliss Products.

and they sell blooming tea!!!


they have it in 3 “kinds”. 6 little balls of tea for RM28. QUITE mahal right?




They have this FREE DELIVERY thing if i buy more than RM50. So i was thinking of buying floral tea for sidney..RM22 for 2 floral tea.

and it comes in a box.

it it over priced?

can you get them at chinese tea shops?

can you even find blooming tea in KL?

I wonder.

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