For the past 2 weeks, i’ve been going to class, parking at KPD(E) and coming home straight after. Today, I experienced my first day of being a loner in campus! I parked at KPD (E) and had a 1 1/2 hours break in between classes.
It isn’t as easy as i thought. Being in class is okay, as I usually randomly chat people up, but after class, its not easy man.. I keep on thinking about those times where i hung out with Elaine, after she left then Rachael and also Sok Ling and not forgetting last time with Row, Mel and Pia. It was fun times. Really. Just being able to ask them stupid questions and talking nonsensical stuff, commenting on how others dress and eavesdropping and talking about it.
I miss all of em so badly. Being a loner ain’t easy man. When I walk, I listen to Kate Voegele on my PSP. To “show” people i’m busy, you know like how most college students are, always on the mp3. I walk fast fast so that i don’t have to bump into people that i know, but have nothing to talk to them about. I look out for people i can hang out with all the time, but I can’t find anymore elaines, soklings and rachaels around.
There were many acquaintances that I could be-friend last semester, but this semester, everyone else was a stranger to me. All freshies, bpsychers and other weird people i do not know.
College is dreadful. I need to leave this piece pie hole soon.
My results for last semester was er, so-so.
B’s seem to be dominating my transcripts these past few semesters. I even got a B- once. How dreadful, this close to getting a C! omg!
Spring 2008 Chemistry 101 class 😀 I love my classmates! they so cute!Freshies to the max!
I need to buck up man. But i seem to have lost my passion for learning and studying. No presents for guessing why!
Although life outside the “studying realm” is going alright. Emmagem’s been getting the hits and advertisements are coming in slowly. Even with the mushrooming fashion blogs around that has totally copied our concept. If i could sue them i would! Because we created the online shopping blog!! wtf! okay, i know its a free world, but still!! lols.
Everyone thinks i’m underpaid. I think so too. But then again, i spend a lot also. So, no difference. No one understands that now, i do emmagem for my passion and energy put into it. Not as an intern anymore. There is no longer the “I work for my boss”, now “i work with my boss” to bring more money into emmagem. We’re a struggling small blog, with needs to get more money, so that i can get paid.
So if you know of anyone who wants to advertise, please email me at . . .. .
yes, I really want to see emmagem grow. She’s (yes, emmagem’s a she, because i say so!) like my little baby growing up from 10 unique hits in Jan 2007 to 1700 unique in May 2008. How much has she grown!!
My friends “outside college” are awesome, I’ve reaffirmed my relationship with Louanne. . .we have now started a new relationship where we eat and shop and do things like going to MPYO and KLPAC. HAHA. We used to hang out last time after Sunday School days. Until she was with her now ex. Then we grew apart.
I miss my deary elaineyyy belainneeyyy who is now a working adult with all working adult responsibilities. lol.
I miss my IWD gang too. We were so girl power, and WOMEN RULES, until now, i am still women rules!:)
TK, where are youuuuu? Need more random grocery outings with you, then maybe i will forget about lonely college days! hahha. Owh, and Lav’s coming home! yeay! Ps too!
Melia and PS wants to berclubbing when PS comes back. AWESOME . . . . . NOT! I hate humiliating myself. I can’t dance! wtf! But i like dressing up and going to clubs! Watching everyone else dance and bottoming ups.
We shall see how things goes! 😀
On a brighter note, here’s some(i mean only 31!) happy pictures below:
Glorious Cendol (eek, I don’t like cendol)
But i love love love love this assam laksa! omgness, AWESOME!
In the bus! lols, See the eyes difference. . .
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HAHAHA sorry steph, i love you! HAHAHAHAHHA
I used to tease XueZhen about this 0_0 and -_-
Our tiny room at Baba House behind Jonker Street