colours, flowers, daisies, clothes, shoes, holidays, cartoons, spongebob, tv series, balloons…

Why do poor people exist? Why are people so lazy? Why do people die? Why do people feel sad? Why do people cry? Why sometimes, people put themselves through so much crap because of love? Why do people tolerate injustice? Why do people make life so hard? Why do people doubt? Why do people smile when everything around them is going down? Why do people accumulate sins? Why do people lie? Why do people kill? Why are some people so cruel? Why some people can be so selfish? Why the world revolves around money? Why do we really have to work in this materialistic world? Why does money exist? Why is there still war? Why are people dying? How can people kill each other? Why animals are being killed? Why people get worried? Why is the world becoming like this? Why did you come and left earth? Why can’t you stay with us here? Then maybe we’ll know better and the world will be a better place…

*photo credit

Teez, my dog, AKA Timtam boy is sick!

He was whining in the morning this past few days, I know because I wake up at 630am cos he whines so loud. So this morning, I googled, at 630am “why do dogs whine?” and they said, that they might be seeking attention or might be sick. Then I got worried

At first I just thought, nahh, he just manja la. Making noise for attention. So tonight I came home. My mum’s asleep, dad went out, bro’s not back yet, I was petting him while watching TV. Tired already, so I stopped. He started licking my hands. I mean, usually he does that, but this time, was excessively! I pet again, then he ok. When I stopped, he started licking my hand and you know, put his head on my hand, lick lick lick until sampai my elbow when I let him lick. -_- damn gross, but omg, it struck me.

He’s trying to tell me he’s sick!!!!

He was trying to tell us for a few days already… Then I checked him thoroughly. See what’s wrong, then I saw his eye. Got like an infection on it. I googled the symptoms of an eye infection. And tada, it matched

What are the Symptoms of an Eye Infection in a Dog?(Source)

A dog with an eye infection will show several symptoms, including the following signs which can affect one or both eyes:

• Eye discharge – In a dog with an eye infection, discharge is often thick and yellow or greenish in color.
• Red, swollen eyes – In the case of an eye infection, the eyelids and area around the dog’s eye will often become swollen and red.
• Bloodshot eyes – The dogs eyes may become bloodshot if an infection is present.
• Squinting – Dogs will often squint if they have developed an eye infection.
• Pawing the eye – A dog with an eye infection may paw at the affected eye.

I wanna buy it from you!

THANKS!

911, The Journey, year:1997

Or, you can just send me all the songs from it! lols

So I just installed wordpress 2.8 and the whole rich text editor thing is missing! how now brown cow?

Now I’d have to live with this crap no text editor thing until they update 2.8.1…. or I could revert back to 2.7.1…But I need to log in to myPhP Admin thingy like last time. I totally forgot how to. HAHA

Anyways, I can live with HTML updating for a while. But omg, this wordpress 2.8 has too many bugs. Not a smooth transition I must say!

Owh wells, I shall see over the weekend if I want to revert back to old wordpress. Nothing great about 2.8 also…except the widgets part.

EDITTTT::////

ITS BACK!!!! 

ok, wordpress is not lame. its awesome possum cos I get to do this to fonts now with rich text editor!

Karen Rocks!

ok, so now i think this layout sucks! Time to test out that new layout installer on wp2.8! I go shower first!

Shoot for the moon.  Even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars.  ~Les Brown

So this Sunday would be the “ceremonial” end of my undergrad year. After 4.5 years of studying, I’m finally done with my basic degree.

Am I glad, yeah! But it took me much struggle to actually get this freaking degree, omgness. All that UIU closing down shit and almost did not graduate, and omg, not getting that honors shit. haiyo. so hard meh to get one freaking degree cert?

So anyways, I already have my graduation robe and I seriously did not camwhore with it yet. lols. I have to give it back next wensday, I guess I have time to camwhore with it. I don’t know what to wear for graduation.

I bought this really awesome figure flattering LBD. Which would be perfect for graduation, but people said wear long pants. I don’t know really.

I got my honors cord. Its like a string to show that I’m part of the honors society (ceh wah).

Honor cords are a token consisting of twisted cords with tassels on either end. They are awarded to members of honor societies, or for various academic and non-academic achievements, awards, or honors. Unlike hoods and stoles, more than one cord may be worn at the same time. Source.

I’m like actually part of a “honors” society, like an alpha beta chi chi (whatever, I watch too many sorority US uni movies) society, wtf. I wonder what’s UIU’s honors society called. I want to go to UIU one day, just to see my uni. lols.

My honors is the lowest of all honors -_- Cum Laude. I no smartass, so never get Summa Cum Laude. Which is like the highest honors award.

The honors cord is gold. The flap thing is blue and of course, black gown. quite nice I must say. No pink in sight, meh. Maybe I should wear my pink dress underneath the gown? lols!!

Yeah, an option. Besides LBD. I would like to remember my graduation with a hint of pink hiding from the gown. I shall camwhore tmr with the dresses underneath. I definitely am not liking wearing pants so ugly right? I mean, we must wear sth that we’d like to remember for the rest of our lives rights?

I is bimbo.com

*yawns*

Tmr’s an early start and probably going to be one tiring day. But I’m looking forward to it. Good Bye y’all!

Lomo+Karen+Pink Umbrella+Lake Gardens

Finally it decides to load on me. what the fuck man. My blog server is crap i tell you. So slow!!! Sucks la

sucks to be me.

I’ve just not been in a good mood lately. Too much stress and period decides to come 2 weeks after the last one. Just great right. Doesn’t help that I’m super broke.

I am angry yes i am. I dunno at what. At everything. my blog server. at myself. at everyone else. I am angry.

I am also sad at the same time. Mostly at myself. I have no idea why. I shall not see anyone tmr, well besides work. owh and my YSL workshop. But anyway.

I need to focus and get back in line with myself. I snap at everyone I get angry so fast. I get angry at the smallest things. I can’t even stay awake when I get on the bed. Yes I’ve slept many times when I’m supposed to just lie down and wake up just in time for work the next day. I tell you I’m changing. I’m no longer myself and its so sad because i like myself. I like who I was back then before all this life happened. Back then when I woke up early to go to school just because I must not be late. I finished all my assignments with tip top quality because I must be that student. The person who loved God and look forward to church meetings with my friends.

I hardly pray anymore, I can’t even keep an abstinence from small things for lent. Maybe that’s why God has forgotten about me.

I don’t know where I’m headed in life and GOSH I don’t even know if I can graduate because my cert has not arrived in Malaysia yet. What more what i’m going to do in life. WHAT IS MY AMBITION REALLY? what the fuck do i want in life?

Just great right? My parents are all happy wondering when i’m graduating and wanna take leave and shit and here, I don’t even know if I can make it for this year’s graduation. Doesn’t help that stupid HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE is NOT doing anything to get my cert asap before the graduation. [just heard an ad on tv about HELP] Whatever ad you watch on tv, about HELP, don’t even think about going there. Go far far away from HELP.

Its a dark cloud passing by, I realise.

I will be alright.

x x x

Great song to end my post – Here comes the sun  – Beatles (in loving memory of Natashia Richardson,RIP – The first time I noticed her was in Parent Trap and this song was played.)

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it’s all right

Little darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it’s all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it’s all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes…
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes…
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes…
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes…
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes…

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it’s all right
It’s all right

Watched Confessions of a shopaholic and fell in love with all those shoes!!!

Here’s one NOT from the movie, but just a random shoe i found online. LOVE the colours.