So the diarrhea thing still went on till saturday. Went to see the doc and got some meds. Finally the bacteria buggars decided to leave my intestines alone!

I’ve been getting headaches quite frequently lately. Could be because of those buggars bacterias or maybe i’m having brain tumour. One of the above.

haha.

Anyways, my room’s almost complete! I cleared my mess. From over 8 boxes of stuff I managed to stream it down to maybe 2 boxes? I threw away all my notes So emo cos I am a pack rat. Printed ones. Kept my assignments, projects, printed journals. hahaha. I decided to live by this motto “when I’m hesitating whether or not to throw, I just throw!!!” lols. Still got some stuff in one box which I’m too lazy to put away. I took pictures of all the things in my room. I will update someday

My room’s so empty, I like! Its like as if I just moved in. less stuff. more space!

Once I am done with the room, I need to clear my wardrobe to 50%! hahaha. Like seriously, I need to throw away clothes. Donate to charity, give away to needy kids somewhere in Africa or Palestine. It needs to be sent to someone who might need it more than I do.

My mess now is no longer a mess. There are about 20+ bags of rubbish. one HUGE box of magazines, one HUGE box of notes and about 5 other bags of rubbish from the earlier initial clean up. That’s how much of rubbish i’ve accumulated over the 5 years that i’ve been staying here.

My parents are asking me to do my masters soon. I’m still contemplating. I need to do more social work and get to know the industry first before making my way to do masters. I feel that I need more experience to actually decide what I want to do as a career. My degree was just meh. Not much exposure for me as I did it in HELP.

Haihs.

So yeah, what would Jesus do man?

I always wonder what if Jesus was a girl, 22 years old, just graduated from college, got a part time job which she has a love-hate relationship with, just got her pink room do?

Some photos, just because!

* eh correction, elaine’s 22nd! HAHAHA. Sorrylah, old already, keep on thinking elaine’s still 21! haha

On another note.. Continue reading the next post

So since tuesday, I’ve been diarrhea -ing.

was it tuesday? nono, wednesday. Tuesday I felt so weak. Fever, sweat then slept. At night, I started symptoms of stomach ache. the whole tuesday night I felt bloated and didn’t even sleep well. haihs

Then Wednesday morning, I woke up, straightaway go toilet like several times. with really bad stomachache. It was supposed to be my first day of work. meh. I went anyways, thinking it would stop.

But noooooooo, i went to toilet like a million times from 11am -2pm. then went to Hartamas for meeting. Went toilet like several times. Came home after that, nothing happened.

So I thought, stop already lah. But no!!

I woke up at 7 something, toilet all over again.

I wanna die i tell you. never shit so many times before. Felt so weak cos the whole day never eat. so scared to eat cos will shit after eating.

ate super blant porridge. with salt. -________-

Then today, woke up at 10 and got a surprise radio interview. surprise because the producer lady said it was 9th January until boss read the email she sent last night at 6pm that it was tmr, mygosh!!!

But we managed to make it there on time. hahaha.

We were on Gaya, a BM show at Bernama Radio 93.9 fm (http://www.radio24.com.my/)

11am was our slot. You see, the interview was in Malay. and you know me, my Malay sucks shit. So, boss answered all the question. hahaha.

* I am so fail as a malaysian, thank you

They have a repeat on Saturday 9am – 10am. You can listen to the streaming online on their website.

This saturday is our first ever walk/run at DPC with Lea and maybe louanne (dunno if they confirm or not). So how to listen leh? hahaha. So anyone else coming? This is an open invitation! hahahaha. I shall call it, the

Saturday Make Me Skinny Day

• Saturday
• 11 January 2008
• 8am (omg, so early)
• DPC/Manjalara Park
• Bring urself with running clothes and shoes k?

HAHA

ok I have loads of work catching up to do. hehe. See ya on Saturday

I need to start baking after cleaning my mess.

Just looked at my college website. wtf lols. I got my results! like shit weyy! But THANK GOD! I didn’t get anything below B !!!!! THANK GOD!

I GOT FREAKING B FOR ALGEBRA!

GOD MUST LOVE ME REALLY!!!

The others are expected really. For the first time ever my psych papers, I didn’t do any “bonus marks” and didn’t attend so many tutorials. Explains the B hahaha. Public Speaking, where can get A wan. But THANK GOD I GOT B FOR ALGEBRA!!!

*if i look at myself now 3 years ago, I would cringe at myself for getting B and not A. HAHAHA. I’m excited right now.

Need to go do my graduation stuff next week Must graduate ASAP!

For the past 2 days, I’ve been feeling damn sickly man. I don’t know why. Maybe I just need some rest from all the studying. But I know I can’t rest cos I have loads to do. Resting is a privilege.

But, today I woke up, with the huge-est headache , diarhhea, omg body pain.

I decided to skip being a student for a day and just be me. I need my privilege card to rest

So here i am, replying some emails, talking to lea, wearing my new sandals which Sidney bought for me from Tangs in my oversized shirt. Feel so tired of life in general! haihsssss

TANGS ON SALE, OMG!SO CHEAP!! bags, shoes, clothes!!!

I’m on PACMEE!! (see widget on sidebar)

Pacmee.com is like twitter, only its more Malaysianized and can send updates to mobile phones lah:) hehehe. How cool is that? hhehe.

by the way, please please type “ON KARENMARIE” and send to 22700 (Maxis) or 36400 (Digi) to follow me on Pacmee!:)

Recieving messages are free*, but if you send messages/reply to my messages, then you will have t pay 5 cents hahaha

*free for the first 500 messages:) then after that RM1 for the next 500 messages:) hehe

So yeah, now we can be connected through Pacmee, plus I get to send messages to all my friends for 5 cents. I think this would be so awesome when planning yam cha sessions! don’t need to reply so many messages and send so many messages. Save money for me! hahahaha

So yeah, if you have Pacmee also, I will follow you k? hehehehe

I will follow youuuuu, follow you wherever you will go!!!! There isn’t an ocean too deep, a mountain so high it can’t keep, keep me awaaaayyyyyy…. I will follow youuu

In point form:

• To Joyce and Xue….i’m updating!!!! lols
• Its 430am, and shit, i’m having insomnia. I am freaking tired but I just can’t sleep!!!!
• OTH and GG and PB has startedddd!!!!
• I ate chicken sandwich at 5pm and Green Tea Frap at 530pm and Siew Yuk at 8pm and i’m hungry now at 430am!
• I am starting to hate Algebra and Trigonometry. I have a quiz next week. I is dead.
• My bangkok photos are on FB. Will blog soon.
• Too much work to do. Too many events to attend.
• I need a life. and like, bumming time, but life just won’t allow me to.
• I need some good ol laineyy boo wtf time.
• I also need to hang with Steph and I miss Xue Zhen too
• Sidney’s in Singapore having so much fun. I want holiday. Altho I just had one
• TK has a girlfriend and dowan to tell me who is it. So sad…
• I love to attend events and cover it, cos i love goodie bags. wtf.
• ok enough!

. . . . .

I damn mengada. . . .

I’m giving out Karen Rocks Badges, anyone would like one?

wahahahahhahahahaha

i had a sudden allergic reaction to dunno what. . .my body now is like itching so badly and omg, so so itchy now at 3am.

I didn’t sleep at all, so itchy. scratch scratch. Then suddenly my mouth feels swollen. I was so scared to see myself in the mirror. . . i finally did and omg, im swelling in my mouth area. 

I woke my parents up to tell them about it. They just scolded me for dunno what my room being so dirty and going out all the time and went back to sleep.

They didn’t even care to take a look and then go back to sleep. even if i told them my mouth is swelling. I guess as you grow older they stop caring about whether or not you’re okay. I may die with this reaction, but who cares right? :/

super sad. damn emo then also feeling so scared about what is happening. lols. feel so bodoh. i guess i should know how to fend for myself. 22 years old already. old enough to have babies means must take care of self in times of allergic reactions. . .

No one else to turn t at this ungodly hour, so i turned to google.

Google said it might be hives. This website is really awesome to find out what skin reactions you have!lols.

but im just guessing. I’m no doctor. 

So here i am at 343am. .  trying to soothe the itch with wet cloth. . .my mouth swelling has gone down a bit, but still swelling. . .I never had such angelina jolie lips weiii! hahaha. shit lah, I hope it goes away soon. I can’t sleep. . .at all! 

Now i read that i should not scratch! lols. nice. just when i scratched damn kaokao. i should wear a pair of socks to prevent me from scratching . .

itchy like mad weiii. . .google also said can take antihistamines to relief the itch. I don’t know. .  should i? I’m no doctor, haihs.

Hives can occur when. . .

“Hives are produced by histamine and other compounds released from cells called mast cells, which are a normal part of skin. Histamine causes fluid to leak from the local blood vessels, leading to swelling in the skin.”

Histamines. . . . why owh why must you be released on my blood vessels. . . Maybe cos i have lesser blood count since i donated that day. lols. 

I could have Physical urticaria (physical hives)

The term physical urticaria refers to hives produced by direct physical stimulation of the skin. By far the most common form is “dermographia,” which literally means “skin writing.” This is an exaggerated form of what happens to anyone when their skin is scratched or rubbed: a red welt appears at the line of the scratch. In dermographia, raised, itchy red welts with adjacent flares appear wherever the skin is scratched or where belts and other articles of clothing rub against the skin, causing mast cells to leak histamine.

Another common form of physically induced hives is called cholinergic urticaria. This produces hundreds of small itchy bumps. These occur within 15 minutes of physical exertion, or a hot bath or shower, and are usually gone before a doctor can examine them. This form of hives happens more often in young people.

Other forms of physical hives are much less common. Triggers for these include cold, water, and sunlight.

The itch went really bad after i took a shower! And yes i scratched a lot while i was sleeping. . 

Haihs. I so stress. . .

Since no one’s here to ask me. . .my imaginary friend A visited me. . . (more…)

hey everyone.

i never blogged for so long. i miss writing crap about my life.

as most of you know, a virus called the Varicella simplex came inside my body about 2-3 weeks ago. So, because of that, i’ve been having chest pain for the past few weeks. I thought i was having mild heart attacks okay, but the doctor said the virus spreads through the lungs area, cos i breathe the virus in(so im guessing thats the cause of my chest pain?). so yea, since last Thursday, i’ve been poxxed. Actually only on Friday, i noticed so many spots. went to the doc. and they confirmed.

Thanks to science, i got my vaccine years ago when my brother had chicken pox and because of that, my vaccinated poxxies are less lethal. hehe. Thank GOD. So, for all you chicken pox virgins, please go get vaccine! it will make it less painful and less spots.

Although, i must say, its hard to not scratch. i already have like a few pretty visible scars on my face. i will be pizza faced girl. sooon, you will see my pizza face

owh wells…..i need scar removal cream ASAP.

the bad news was, my midterms were this week and i had to email lecturers and tell them of my awful condition and LUCKILY they allowed me to resit it on another day. good news, i got more time to study, bad news, i’ve been bumming around so much. sucks. i’m such a bummer. its not good.

anyways, i’ve been home bound since last friday. its not fun. i only eat blunt food (cos soy sauce will make my scars become dark coloured?) haha. its not like my skin colour is not dark already. hahaha. i can’t eat chicken (for dunno what reason). i can’t eat EGGS! 5 days already without eggs. life sucks without eggs in food. i’ve been drinking coconut water for the past 5 days!!! I’m actually very sick of coconut water. There’s another packet in the fridge. yuck.

hope it will all be gone soon. i wanna get back to college and finish up my tests and assignements. and get over with this semester.

Everyone, here’s a continuation of Rotten Gutterz. Colin (our very own HELP CSS Collin) and Nigel’s Band. they are very very good, trust me. I mean rotten gutterz la. i haven’t listen to Hotscotch yet. the music on their page isn’t working. So yeah, they’re playing on the 21st in JAMM Asia. So please go watch them!:) i’m not sure if i’m going. If i’m free and elaine wants to teman me, maybe i’ll go!:)

Yo peeps. This band consist of 5 gifted peeps in diffen feels. U have andrea matthews with da soulfull voice of aretha franklin, collin nunis da john mayer of malaysia, nigel fernandez , well lets leave that for u to find out, and finally kingsley and daniel, the rocking souls of da band. The band was born when collin and nigel, former members of rotten gutterz decided to reform as their dying love for music was still burning in their hearts. collin brought kinglsey a solo guitarist into da band and nigel called his 2 buddies andrea and daniel. After 1 practice, they felt there was tremendous magic and chemistry between them. They decided to stay together and play as a band. In time to come, they willl be ROCKING YOUR WORLD. Come over to Jamm Asia on da 21st of march and Feel their magic empower your lives.
-HotScotch-

go and try if you can listen to their music on their page. They should get a myspace account. cos there’s where you can find other bands and other people who support malaysian indie music.

i’m currently uploading like a whole load of February pictures, for my keepsake. hehe.

i think my mother’s calling me.

and yes, FF soon after i’m recovered…haha. my FF post got so much replies man. haha.